Friday, March 30, 2018

Decluttering My Makeup | Getting Rid of & Organizing EYESHADOW Collection


Here's round 2 of emptying out my makeup collection. There are still a few more to go. This had to be the longest day of recording I've even don't that I wanted it to end sooner...lol... Really... But it was relieving to finally do this. I think I was just dreading how this was going to go. I hope you enjoy watching me declutter!

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Wednesday, March 28, 2018

JACLYN HILL Pan That Palette GRWM Green Smokey Eye Look • Facebook Live Poll & More

Okay, this was the 2nd green tutorial I did out of the 3 in March lol... But I really liked how it turned out. Maybe I should do this more often, doing tutorials focused on one color. What do y'all think? lol

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Brows:
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Burt's Bee Eyebrow Pencil Brunette - http://bit.ly/2IP6OMD
Loreal's Brow Stylist Shape & Fill - http://bit.ly/2n9LWpl

 Zao Cosmetics 728 & 736 cream foundation samples - http://bit.ly/2BJF7F5
Shea Moisture Eyeshadow Cecilia to set eyeshadow DISCONTINUED
Amazon DuCare Fluffy Blending Eyeshadow Brush - http://amzn.to/2khjWRa
Jaclyn Hill Palette - http://bit.ly/2fsbCgW
Wet N Wild waterproof liquid eyeliner - http://bit.ly/2CCqKPm
Bhcosmetics Bliss Lash Mascara - http://bit.ly/2aTlBo8
Red Apple Lipstick Rosemancing - http://bit.ly/2DSJO0w

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Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Are you TIRED of the PAIN and thinking about SUICIDE? WATCH THIS TESTIMONY FIRST of Tamara Laroux


One of the things I know that makes people consider suicide is the need for the pain to stop. We think ending our life will stop the pain, but that is the devil or demons speaking into your mind because you have no spiritual protection over you. I would define Spiritual protection as simple as praying the Lord's Prayer EVERY morning. This is especially true if you feel like so much stuff is coming at you left and right. If someone would have told me that I needed to pray to God to remove the depressing thoughts and feelings, and that he would, I never would have believed them, but this is something I can totally relate to. Jesus said, "Ask and it shall be given onto you" and "we have not because we ask not". If you're in need of your pain to be relieved, ask Jesus and God to remove it from you. You have nothing to loose, and only peace to gain.



THE LORD'S PRAYER

Sunday, March 18, 2018

I DON'T EXPECT FOLKS TO BELIEVE THIS | It's on YOU | BUT GOD IS REAL!

This happened on March 4, 2018.I didn't realize it until I went to edit when I heard the voice. I STRUGGLED...going back and forth is I should share this before I erased my sd card to continue recording as usual. I asked God to show me what the 1st word was. I wasn't expected it to be the name of the product for this new client until I didn't pronounce it correctly and she told me there was a "ch" sound or something like that. If you understand it, feel free to post in the comments. But after I read it, it makes sense for me... "free from bondage... Amen!" That was what those thoughts had over me. There is no other explanation other than God... Thank you Lord! He always answers, even when you think there's no way out... he answers. Like I said... it's up to you if you believe. Pray about it for yourself, you don't have to believe me or the clip. One thing I've come to know about God, he's going to act whether you believe or not, just like his coming... it doesn't matter if you believe or not, HE'S COMING...I also don't expect folks to comment. I'm just doing what's been shown repeatedly to do, and that's post. Here's where I found the vocabulary... I literally scrolled until I found the words.

A Reverend put this together back in 1833... God always does everything so perfectly... http://pubman.mpdl.mpg.de/pubman/item...

Amina in Swahili also means Amen

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Beautiful Christian Song from Micah Tyler - "Different "


I heard this for the first time today, and I have to say the words made me tear up. It's so real when you think about all the stuff we go through that we don't understand and get bitter, praying to God to change those things, but sometimes they don't change. Something to consider is to pray to God to change us in the process. What are we not asking? What are we not understand? Show me.

I'm sure it's something that is hard to ask when things are falling apart and you want to give up or just be angry like it improves things or it justifies our thoughts and actions of "You see, that's why I don't seek you. Seeking you involves pain.". This is especially true when pain and fear are running through your mind. But when things happen, we should consider asking God to give us the spiritual wisdom of what to pray and read during that time. Show me Lord.

We don't know because we don't ask. Something to consider...



Friday, March 16, 2018

BY FAR THE BEST Story of God Allowing Jesus to Die for Us | ALERT: TEAR JERKER

This by far is one of the most tear jerking videos I've ever seen depicking Jesus' death in a modern setting. If you don't believe or double why would Jesus' death apply to you, watch this.


Using this Bare Minerals Palette For the First Time | BOUGHT OVER A YEAR AGO


So I bought this over a year ago from TJMaxx and never made the effort to use it. I knew I was planning to declutter some makeup, and this was my chance to use. I still gave it away. It's beautiful, but I gotta be honest with myself. I didn't reach for that palette in over a year, I'm probably not going to use it. I just dislike being wasteful... you know...

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Wet N Wild Nude Awakening Palette for Brows DISCONTINUED OLD PALETTE
Bare Minerals Ready Eyeshadow SoundTrack Quad Palette - http://ebay.to/2plqiPR
Shea Moisture Single Eyeshadow Cecelia DISCONTINUED
Black Radiance Pressed Powders Honey Caramel, Golden Cashews, Creamy Beige - http://bit.ly/2ElzHxD
Bhcosmetics Bliss Lash Mascara - http://bit.ly/2aTlBo8
Bhcosmetics Glamorous Palette - http://bit.ly/29j4RJO
Dose of Colors Cork Matte Liquid Lipstick - http://bit.ly/2xtYWcZ
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Monday, March 12, 2018

New Wet N Wild NUDE AWAKENING Original VS New Palette | MY THOUGHTS ON ALL 4

Finally, I got around to doing this last review. Out of all the palettes, I'm actually surprised I ended up liking this palette the most out of all the palettes, even though it was my least favorite colors. It looked better on my eyes, than it did in the palette. Goes to show you never you know if you will like something until you give it a try.

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Bare Minerals Marvelous Moxie Sassy Sorbet Lipgloss - http://bit.ly/2hJbqVX
Bhcosmetics Bliss Lash Mascara - http://bit.ly/2aTlBo8
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Sunday, March 11, 2018

Jesus is Coming... Boy that Sounds Crazy As Believing in Hell


This episode is of a dream I had this morning. I hope this moves some of you to act while you can. This sounds crazy that I'm even doing something like this, but I feel compelled to do so. Better prepared than sorry. Just remember it's always easier to write someone off as crazy, because it doesn't fit your plans.

Thursday, March 8, 2018

Mauve MONOCHROMATIC GRWM Using Jaclyn Hill Palette | WHAT'S OUR PURPOSE | Dealt with Depression

If you are struggling to find your purpose or what God has in store for you to do, ask him, read his word in the Bible, and be patient. You won’t find your purpose in any person. Another person will sometimes be confirmation, but it is God who uses all to direct you in the right direction if you are paying attention and seeking him first with all your heart, even when you mess up. Thanks for watching.

**PRODUCTS USED**
Kathleen Lights x Morphe Palette *discontinued
Amazon Fluffy Blending Brush - http://amzn.to/2khjWRa
Zao Cosmetics Cream Foundation 728 736 - http://bit.ly/2BJF7F5
firma 201 brush - http://ebay.to/2Fldq7i
Shea Moisture Cecelia Eyeshadow *discontinued
Eco tool bronzer Dome Brush - http://bit.ly/1K98QAc
Black Radiance Honey Caramel, Golden Cashews - http://bit.ly/2ElzHxD
Jaclyn Hill x Morphe Palette - http://bit.ly/2fsbCgW
Milani Cosmetics Glamour Amore Matte Liquid Lipstick - http://bit.ly/2n7vvL0

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WOW...EX IT Strategy :: Pastor Michael Todd Transformation Church


I love this message. A lot of times God is calling us to drop certain things, our drinking, forgiving people who have deserted us in our time of need, music, friends and more, all to take us to where we need to be, not where we think we should be. This pastor has been nothing but a blessing by doing what God has laid on him to share with others. Are you doing what's been laid on your heart to share with others?


Wednesday, March 7, 2018

DREAM I Had About TORNADOES & SEVERAL People Commenting on the same thing | WHAT'S THE ODDS???


So I've been getting the urge to do these types of videos especially with the dreams I'm having. I'm not sure who this is for. This video is never to point folks out, but to make us look at ourselves and reflect, aka what I like to refer to as THOUGHT PROVOKING... Sometimes we just sail through life with no one ever saying anything to us and the foolishness we do... Those are the same folks that sit back and talk about you, instead of saying something to you. Well, I'll be the one to tell you because I wish someone would have sat down and told me sooner to help me see myself, but hey... God uses EVERYONE just where you are. He knew your story would be used to bring Glory to him... so don't worry if you've lived a not so clean life, because God enjoys cleaning it up! THANK GOODNESS or should we say THANK GOD!

Tornado video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u4lJ...

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Donut Analogy | Are You Settling for Dunkin Donuts when you could have Krispy Kreme instead?


If you watch my videos, you already know that I love analogies. Are you settling for things you don't have a taste for, but you don't want to go out of your way or be patient for what you truly desire? This came to me one day as I struggled with not wanting to drive far just to get Krispy Kreme Donuts. I was pissed by the end of this, but the lesson I took from it is that when you want something, forget how long it's going to take to get there and just start where you are because, in the end, you will never be satisfied with something you know you can't stomach.

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2018 PAN THAT PALETTE Taking it 1 Step Further Using JACLYN HILL Palette ALMOST FULL FACE!


Hey Everyone! Here's a new video using the Jaclyn Hill Palette with a Twist, using to almost to a full face of makeup. I hope you enjoy!

Thursday, March 1, 2018

The Struggle of Being Christian Believing that God is Even Real or Jesus is Real & NOT JUST A MAN


This may bother some. I'm not sharing something off being "close minded". By far, I'm one of the most "open-minded" people I've ever met, but over time, I've learned the hard way that "open-mindedness" has a huge price, that I've paid. All these things I mentioned in this video, I've done it.... but what's funny is God uses all things to bring you closer to him, but don't waste time by not getting closer to him now when you feel him pulling you. It will only happen for so long that God will leave you to your foolishness to experience the pain that accompanies sin on it's own. The wages of sin is death... Death of all the things you thought were for you...all the things you once chased... all the things you thought were right... and ultimately, it could cost you life if you don't pull yourself out of it fully, not partial, but completely. This is my experience, but as always...THE CHOICE IS YOURS.